Four people immediatly who aren’t family come to mind.
Thank you Connor, Jared, Samantha, and Brandon. For loving me when I really wasn’t very loveable. For Sam, being my best friend for basically my entire life and I know I’ve made bad choices, but you’ve stayed with me for all fo them, good bad. I tell you everything. And when we’re not talking it’s the worst time ever. I need you and I love you <3 Jared and Connor for being my very best friends throguh this hard time where I was spinning like a top. For basically babysitting me and saving me from running out into the road. I thank you for putting up with all of my crap even though we haven’t been friends all that long. I owe you two so much, I love you both <3. And Finally, Brandon. Thank you for teaching me HOW to open up. And I’m sorry for hurting you. I’m trying to figure everything out too quick, I need a step back. But even when I was fragile and crying you held me. And you’ve said you’re keeping the offer open. Thank you Brandon, so many more words left untyped here but, it’s ridiculous how much I love you.
I deserve none of these people, but they stay in my life anyways. I’m in tears, I love all of you and even if you don’t read this I’m going to show you. Because now it’s my turn to listen to , to take care of, and to hold YOU. Thank you.